Dairy of a jobless

Hello everyone.

Last night, just before go to sleep, I was thinking about how tough been a jobless could be for some of us. Since I was a kid I’ve heard my parents saying, works give dignity as well as self proud to every man, and today, for the first time, I am about to receive my social security check. Can you imagine how depressing could it be? Some of you fellows could say this is our right and we may not feel bad for it, well I am feeling terrible and don’t know how to change it!

Work makes us feeling useful, and I can’t even imagine how could be losing such a feeling!

¨ Nobody said it was easy¨. All these words made me remember this sentence, but who cares about my feelings? Well, I do! And much probably this is why I am writing these few words.

In December 2007 when I decided to come back to Brazil instead of keep living in Spain, where I had a comfortable life, working, studying and doing everything that i wanted to, I though, what the hell am I doing here, helping Spain to sell their products to other countries instead of been in Brazil, helping my people to increase our participation into the world market? That moment I felt as a traitor and I decided to come back.

Now I am here in my own country and since December I am looking for I new opportunity to help my country and people. Of course I am also looking forward to reach a job that helps me to develop my self as a man and as a worker. I am not liking this text at all, but, do you know what? I am going to publish it anyway and maybe some one will become interested in know how do I think that I could help our country increasing our exports to international markets!

Regards,

Fred Varela
Fred.varela@gmail.com
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